Plus more depression, except I find it a more mild and melancholic depression than a severe one. I particularly like this one. There might be typos (grammatical errors, run-on sentences, etc.) that I haven't corrected; in fact, I'm 89.999999% sure there are. Oh well. This a particularly lengthy one, so uh, enjoy.
(tl;dr: pre-December blues + musings + reflections on my past)